You know those times when you got all the energy and desire in the world to do something that you need to accomplish but you lack that fateful third component of Time? Happens all the time doesn’t it? Personally I hate when that happens, which is all too often for me. It doesn’t seem to matter what it is that thing, that goal, that opportunity just somehow always manages to get placed on the back burner.
Of course history teaches us that as soon as we get that precious time to spend on that project one or both of the other things has gone. It is late in the day and we are just plain worn down by the events of the day. Those same events that kept us from reaching our goal before like some solid brick wall now are doing it again, only this time like iron chains attached to our legs. Perhaps it is a matter of that all important desire has burned out. Earlier in the day it burned so hot we just couldn’t wait for the moment when we could and dare I say would get it done! However something else changed, and we may no longer feel the pull, the drive to finish what we told ourselves we would get done.
To be blunt, our get and go got up and left without us. Those three things (time, energy, and desire) are so interlocking that without the one the rest become a chore, a burden, a project for another day. Our focus gets lost in the haze of our running from place to place. As a result we sacrifice things that we feel we can do without for a little while, with the greatest of intentions to make up it up.
Can we? Sure, there are some things that we pass on that we honestly can do without, no harm no foul. Yet there are other things that are a part of us that we view as being okay to neglect, for the time being of course, yet they are not. Truth is that once we get into the habit of letting those things slide by the way side eventually we come to the point that without giving it a second thought we just let it go and that leads to us forgetting it altogether. In the back of our minds it turns out we really didn’t need it anyhow. At least that is what this new habit tells us. Next thing you know years have passed and a great deal has been missed out on.
For the Christian I am thinking about very specifically two things. The first is our Bible reading and the second is our prayer life. Both require those same three elements: time, energy, and desire. How often do we get up late and rush out the door without those two things? Or head off to bed early and not make an honest effort to get caught up just a little? I am guilty. In fact I will even go so far as to say that the disciples were guilty of much the same thing and they even did it with Jesus present!
In Mark 14:37-40 we read “And he cometh, and findeth them sleeping, and saith unto Peter, Simon, sleepest thou? couldest not thou watch one hour? Watch ye and pray, lest ye enter into temptation. The spirit truly is ready, but the flesh is weak. And again he went away, and prayed, and spake the same words. And when he returned, he found them asleep again, (for their eyes were heavy,) neither wist they what to answer him.” These boys had the time but their energy was spent and I believe Jesus was also trying to make a point to them and us about desire. You see of those three elements desire is the most powerful. Desire will help you over come where those others come short. We though have a bad tendency to allow our desire to become a weak flabby muscle, mentally speaking. Without desire we will never have enough time or energy to get to it. The disciples didn’t even know how to answer Jesus when He approached them about falling asleep again instead of praying, and I believe it was because they allowed their physical side to over come their mental side, the spirit truly is ready but the flesh is weak.
So what difference does it make if we don’t read our Bible enough or pray more often? To start with these two are halves of a conversation. Praying is our half of the conversation that we hold with God and reading our Bible is God’s half of the conversation with God. If a couple never speaks to one another their marriage won’t last. A teacher who never says anything to the students will never teach the students and if the students don’t speak up about the lack of education they will never learn. Secondly prayer and Bible reading show dedication on our part. They tell God that He is more important and that we want to spend time with Him. Which is good because He wants to spend time with us, it’s written in His book.